1. Try and develop a calm morning ritual instead of starting the day off in a stressful rush.
2. Notice how you tend to automatically respond to a stressful or irritating person or event.
3. Decide to not take things personally; be the kind of person who it’s…
Well, let it pass, he thought; April is over, April is over. There are all kinds of love in the world, but never the same love twice.
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| — | F. Scott Fitzgerald, Magnetism (via nofatnowhip) |
I am convinced that my mother
Is bipolar and she has been for months now. The amount of stress she caused me is ridiculous. Dealing with someone who is manic is almost imposssible, let alone sharing a studio apartment with them too. I am moving out of state because of it.
My mother makes me so exhausted. I can’t deal with her anymore. I miss that we used to be so close for so many years but now we are complete strangers and we get into super aggressive fights every few days. I fucking hate her mental illness….she is manic and she is driving me insane. I am tired of supporting her financially…. I am fucking 19 years old and I have been supporting her lazy ass since I was 15 when I started working. I need to get out of this toxic situation.
Walk into the club like, “Whuddup, I gotta big squat!”
nogf:
Psssssssssssh…what’s it, like 95 lbs?! Rack it. Cut-off shirt, rockin it, bout to go and get some compliments Passin up on that rack that someone else is squattin inNah, I’m just pumped up, bought some shit from the lift shop.
Chalk on my hands, lookin so damn frosty
The people like damn, thats a jacked ass honkie.
Got my squat hella deep
bout to hit some power cleans
my plates are all red
(cept my ohp, that shits still green ;_;)
I don’t let people…. mostly boys…. get close to me emotionally because I feel like I have too much family baggage. I don’t want to have to explain everything to a significant other and have them deal with it. I don’t want people to judge me based on my family members. I am so distraught and emotionally unstable right now it’s ridiculous. I feel like I need to have a stable family life before I am ever going to be able to fully commit to a relationship.
When I was younger I always thought that if I was having a good social life then it meant that I was being selfish. Basically I wasn’t allowed to have a good social and family life at the same time.
I still do not understand
How people my age can physically handle going out and getting drunk a few times a week. I feel like between being a full time student and working 27 hours a week it is almost impossible just to keep up with my relationships with friends and family, homework, and of course gym/lifting time.
I guess my priorities are different and I can only handle it about once or twice a month.
I also want to look into some trainers or coaches. I don’t have any room in my budget for one right now but I do think I need some help with my goals considering that my original stereotypical plan was to lose fat and gain muscle simultaneously is not quite working. Durrrppp.
I wish people would learn the difference between “OMG I want to live in the 50’s!! I was born in the wrong era!!”
And “I appreciate the vintage aesthetic and wish it was easy and commonplace to adopt that kind of style in today’s world.”
Because, as much as I love pompadours and winged eyeliner, I also love having rights.
I have been waiting all my tumblr life for this to appear on my dash
Please take a moment to think about all the difficult/scary/uncomfortable/stressful things you’ve ever had to do that you thought you’d never get through… And now realize that you’ve gotten through them all. This one is no different, I promise.
It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go.
Issss it weird that I feel this way about my best friend? Completely platonic though!
